OH MY GOD!! HOW CUTE IS THAT?!

I was dead bored just now and decided to look for pictures for my next portrait art and then I stumble upon this site and how Alyson Hannigan has this thing on dressing up her first child, Satyana Denisof. IT'S SO ADORABLE!! >x<

I miss my nephews. -A-~

I'm Pretty Blank...

I haven't been updated to this blog. I've stared at this blank post for several times now, thinking what to put up...

NOTHING!!

Except, maybe, now it's the school holiday and I finally get that rest that I lack of. *woot!!*

Anyways, my hair is getting pretty thicker now (naturally) and I feel like getting it cut. Perhaps I would go for the hairstyle that I had last year?

Alright, I don't want to look vain or anything but I really like this hairstyle!

And apparently, my hairstylist couldn't imitate this hairstyle. I don't know why! I might be going to another salon to get this haircut (since I had one just like this at a different salon in the first place...)

Nyeh... Idk.

And also, I want to draw but I don't know what to draw. In a massive artblock-age at a very wrong timing!

So malas to do work~ -_-"

Surrounding by Light

So, I've been busy recently, but I feel good enough. Maybe 'cos I feel like I've been surrounded with my love ones, BFFs, friends and family. I'm truly blessed.

I think I'm already well adjusted comparing to I was last year (or earlier this year). It's great to know that I'm on track.

I've entered this deviantArt contest by Monty Oum (check this guy out! He's amazing!)



And for his latest animation, he asked deviant Artists to design him Kairi's Dress Form and Keyblade design. There are six types of form:

- Wisdom Form
- Valor Form
- Master Form
- Final Form
- Anti Form
- Limit Form

It's somewhat like Sora's

http://i202.photobucket.com/albums/aa49/SmexySasori/Kingdom_Hearts_Desktop_by_Ever_Rin.jpg

Those who win will have their designs made in the animation AND perhaps gained recognition. I'm anxious for this. I've finished three works and will post it up on my deviantArt . I shouldn't have my hopes up to win. >x< style="text-align: center;">WELCOME BACK, ADI!!

and

CONGRATS, T!!

This Year is Different

-==Anniversary==-

It's 19th September 2009. 5 years ago, you brought a shy girl out to watch a movie, you let her walk with you side-by-side to do the Wizard of Oz skip to the communist store, watching Liverpool playing while eating a late dinner at Mamih, then you brought her home and kissed her on the cheeks and gave her a major blush-fest. Those words you mentioned to her. Unforgettable.

5 years later. You're sitting on your bed, watching Astro all day. Your left arm stuck at 90 degree angle while your almost-healed right hand text me to say that you love me.

You remembered.

Gosh-darn it. I'm the happiest girl in the face of the earth.

This year is different. Every year we get to relive our first moments together. Watching movies, walk around and do dorky stuff like standing at the top-most level of the Mall, making paper airplanes then throw them to the crowds and ran away so the angry, yet suspicious, crowd down below wouldn't be able to catch us.

This year, we didn't get to celebrate like we used to. All because of distance. I've spent almost the whole year, thinking what to give you. And today, I just came up with this. Here's a gift for you, Adi.

'Leaving On a Jet Plane' (Cover) by Fae Idrus from Fae Idrus on Vimeo.

I've almost lost you, and I'll try my best not to let that happen again. You're the best thing that have ever happened to me. Like cookies and milk. ^w^ With all my heart, I just wanna say that I <3 you. Thank you for being with me, still. -==Artwork Updates==- Alright, aside from the mush-mush, you thought I might've lazed around, huh? XD Well, I've been pretty busy with work recently but now that it's a holiday, I've got to do bunch of artworks. Yay! Expect more to come this week. I've been freelance working with BAG, my band mate (my drummer) is working under there and he suggest them to ask me to make an animation. I haven't been doing animation for 2 years but I'm giving it a shot. They liked it very much, especially my originally designed characters; BubbleHead and BubbleMini. They liked it so much that they're making my BubbleMini their own mascot! That's awesome! XD I just hope things will run well.

RESTART from Fae Idrus on Vimeo.

Actually, I've edited the video with smoother movements and better font and color. But I got too lazy to upload them. My internet connection isn't great today...

I'm currently working on another fan-art. Something a little different, I guess. It'll be up VERY soon. :3

I've been watching movies (DVDs) recently too and I cried at happy endings. Is this normal to you guys?!

Having New Stuff Cheers You Up

And that's kinda true too. It was a little unexpected. I went home and realize that my room finally got aircon. Yay~ But my room was hella messy 'cos they removed my table where I put most of my stuff. And later after that, my mom forced to go to the bank with her (for about 6 times now since last week?) and there's this music store next to the bank and I told my mom that I wanna 'survey'. So I looked around and found what I like. They asked me to give it a try and it's not so bad. Next thing I know, my mom immediately bought it for me... >w< Thank you, Mommeh.

So I placed the new keyboard (It's a Casio [even though I wanted a Yamaha or Roland or KORG] CT-810) to where my table was before. It looked nicer there... and I don't where I could put my other stuff (the stuff that used to be on the removed table). So, in the end, I put it to the side 'cos my mom suggests I should buy a cabinet.

I talked to Adi in the phone for about an hour. Trying to refresh his memory after the accident. He forget things like Faiz's real name (but he remembers his nickname instead. 'Combat'), the date yesterday and some stuff about his camera and his red car.

In the evening, Mom wants to bring us out for dinner, for once. And we ate at PizzaHut~ I haven't eaten for a quite a while. (I'm sure more than 4 months). It was phaaaan~ It's funny that we ordered so much and yet I still have room to eat more. OwO Boh.

Went home, wear my PJ's and started to play the keyboard. Getting the hang with the system. So far, I'm pretty cheerful yesterday. ^w^

I like JellehBelleh... (look at my status on fb. The song was in my head while munching on them.)

TEAH! NAD!! CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU GIRLS!!! XD

... Mmm...Lemon flavor.

The Things BFFs Do

Yeah... We tend to be VERY dorky. Well, that's about a decade of BFFs for you~

PS: I love you girls. *Huggles.*

My back is killing me. I should really stop carrying too many things to school everyday. It's painful now. I should try sitting on a chair when doing artworks from now on. Or a bed or something.

Anyway, here's something new. Not much but I wanted to make a tribute. Just to say thank you to him for that little girl in me. :3

Click on the photo for my tribute. While you're at it, visit my gallery. XP Promo lah tu.

Bah. I'm gonna go downstairs and eat with Qilah. Ia pajal. She wants to steal my art.

Buktinya:

The last day of 'extended' school holiday. Tomorrow's a working day. Well, good things must come to an end. XD I'm gonna spend time on doing my lesson plan, and by 2PM, got this BJFA-UBD thing going on in UBD. Since I'm a senior, I'll have to be there. XD

And I had my haircut last Friday... and truth to say, I'm not completely satisfied.

Yeah, I just woke up. I brushed my teeth alreadeh~

Maybe I'll get some bangs? And I tried asking them to color my hair but it doesn't work. So, perhaps, next month I'll get that done using professional tools. Saja, spoil kan diri, as advised from Ka.Tini. XD

Maybe I'll bring my guitar later?

I was just browsing around in my deviantArt and figured, 'why didn't I just put up my recent art post?'. So I'm gonna do it. Just to fill this darn quiet blog. >x<


So there you have it. I made this last night from 5 and finished it around 6. I should've just kept drawing 'cos I realize that there are bunch of portrait artists out there spending about 6+ hours finishing one portrait. I usually spend 3 hours max. I'm complaining? Yes. Well, I feel that the more time I spend on drawing a portrait, the more detail it'll get. Reason why I didn't spend 7+ hours on an art? I don't know.

It's good to draw again. I missh it SO much! I may be busy this week during the hols but I don't give a shit. I'm gonna draw as much as I WANT! XD

And oh, visited Adi just now. He's healthier, noisier too. His left eye is now alligned with his right eye. As I left, he yelled some more. I gave him an mp3 player and he fell asleep.

Now, I feel like coloring my hair red and put some highlights on...

I Wanna...

I wanna do something a little special today. Like wearing a skirt and make me feel 'girly'. I wanna appreciate life. Just to celebrate Adi's 28th birthday today. :3 I wanna sing, I wanna be dorky, I wanna clean my room and make it look pretty so I could come to my room feeling relax and stress-free. I wanna let him know that I want to smile the whole day today 'cos I am blessed that he's alive and that he exists to change my world. I wanna blow bubbles in the wind, and remembered the time when he sat next to me, admiring the sunset. And take photos of nature and moments.

I wanna let him know how much he means to me.

Happy 28th Birthday, Ayg.

Get well soon, Sleepy Bear.